Mixed

Bit of a low start to the day this morning after a brief conversation with X about DM, which quite unexpectedly brought tears to my eyes. Silly I know, but despite the emotional shut down I'm managing fairly successfully, occasionally it creeps out. Fortunately the rest of the day was really busy at work, so left me with no time to dwell.

Should really be out for a few drinks for Lena's birthday tonight, and had fully planned to go, but by the time I was home from work, cooked dinner, sorted X for bed and then had a bath, it was nearly 9pm, and I just can't really be bothered now. Plus I have about £3 in my purse and no petrol to drive the few miles to The Nun. I will make it up to her when I see her next.

Early start tomorrow morning, as I'm off to London (again) to do a presentation for work, I seem to have been all over the place with work just lately! I must say, I do love it, and if I didn't have such difficulties trying to sort the kids out then more travelling with work would be ideal, particularly if it involved overnight stays! I'm sure my time will come though.