Wednesday, October 03, 2007

R & R

Well the day started pretty well - with me fucking long-term boyfriend Mika whilst holding a shiny, shiny, sharp, sharp knife to his throat!! Only to be woken a few seconds later by X telling me she felt sick. Oh real life is so much duller!

It was a bit of a random dream actually;
a) I don't fancy Mika a jot (he was a bit of a DM/Mika/SG mix actually)
b) I have never considered using a knife in sexual activity
c) It was fucking hot!!

The crux of it all was really about trust. About me saying, to someone who loves and trusts me, "Prove how much you trust me - let me do this" and them letting me, and also finding the fear arousing.

Weird, but pleasant weird.

X had "recovered" by 10am - I think it was the realisation that no school means no Brownies - so I took her in, called in sick myself, cancelled necessary appointments and am having 2 days of rest and relaxation at home. I feel like I need it at the moment.

Besides, who knows what daydreaming might bring...

5 comments:

The Boy said...

Hmm, love is letting my partner hold a knife to my throat? LL thrashes to much for me to even consider it! Lol..

Funny what fantasy can bring on, god knows I've had some odd ones over the years.

Fire Byrd said...

uuummm two days off, what a lovely thought.

now much of it involved porn????
pxx

Alfie said...

Brilliant. You deserve a break. Have fun (even if it's all in the mind). It would be safer with a spoon.

greavsie said...

I thought Mika liked trying a bit of Freddie anyway?

Complex Girl said...

Yes, indeed strange! And not something I would consider in real life. Then again... ;-)

Lol pixiepie! Remarkably, none of it!! I have tried to stay away from the pc for a few days, in exchange for crap tv and good books! That and a complete lack of a sex drive of course!!

Oh Alfie, you make me laugh. I will bear the spoon thing in mind - though not sure it will have the same effect, mind! :-)

Welcome Greavsie! Well, who knows in his case, not sure anybody has figured it out yet! Funny it should be about him, though it was more a morph of others but called him if you know what I mean!! Besides, I've always been partial to a challenge... ;-)