Disturbing

I'm a little disturbed by how much I am attracted to a fellow blogger!! Without knowing what he looks like or anything about him other than what he writes on his blog and comments on others. I revel in reading his blog, yet today found myself ever so slightly jealous at some of his posts! Weird!!

I'm not going to embarrass myself or him by naming him. He may have picked up the vibe, you all may, it's not important to draw attention to him/it. I've certainly picked up on "connection vibes" between other fellow bloggers, again, not that I need to draw attention to individuals. I'm just posting about it because I'm curious about the fact that I feel like this, and would like to remember it for the future.

And I wonder... could two completely candid bloggers ever make the transition into a real time meeting? Would the frankness of writing be a help or a hindrance to that? I don't know, and right now it is not something that I am actively thinking about pursuing. It's just strange I think.

Perhaps I'm just horny!! Perhaps I'm attracted to complications. Perhaps I prefer the stuff of my head to the stuff of reality. Perhaps I shall always be a malcontent!!