Happy Ending

This is the way you left me.
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No happy ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like its forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Wake up in the morning,
Stumble on my life.
Can't get no love without sacrifice.
If anything should happen,
I guess I wish you well.
Mm A little bit of heaven,
With a little bit of hell.

This is the hardest story that I've ever told.
No hope, no love, no glory.
A happy endings gone forever more.

I feel as if I'm wasted,

And I'm wasted everyday.

This is the way you left me.
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No happy ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like its forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Two o'clock in the morning,
Something's on my mind.
Can't get no rest,
Keep walking around.
If I pretend that nothing ever went wrong,
I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on.

This is the hardest story that I've ever told.
No hope, no love, no glory.
A happy endings gone forever more.

I feel as if I'm wasted,

And I'm wasted everyday.

This is the way you left me,I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No happy ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like its forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Little bit of love...

This is the way you left me.
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No happy ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like its forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

This is the way you left me.
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No happy ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like its forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

This is the way you left me.
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No happy ending.

Enough now.

The end.

Fuck you

I'm done!

Sugar rush

Have been to Ava's daughter's birthday party this afternoon, and eaten more sweet kebabs than is good for any one person!

Both X and Y have now gone to their dad's, to not return until tomorrow evening, and I am having a bit of down-time before I head off to Disco's tonight, for a housewarming party/barbecue to which all the other flat residents in the block have been invited. Must say I'm not very enthusiastic at the moment, but sure I will buck up once I get my arse in gear and get over there. Besides, who knows what new faces the night may bring...

Stars for the week/month ahead

Your September Forecast: Would you like the good news, or the slightly less than wonderful news? No, that's not a euphemism. I really don't have any bad news - even though I know that you are half-expecting some. I suppose, if you keep fervently anticipating a disaster of some kind, you may just create one. But I think you will need to try very hard - for your cosmic climate is generally favourable. I foresee a vast improvement in the nature of a close relationship (that's the good news) plus a sudden upheaval that forces you to think on your feet (that's the slightly less than wonderful news). But you can only emerge triumphantly from this challenge and from all you now face.

One year on

It's been a year today since I started blogging.

It seems like such a long time ago, and yet it also seems like yesterday.

A whole year. Who knew.

Stuffed

After a lazy morning after a terrible night of mixed up DM dreams, I finally dragged myself out of bed, fed the kids breakfast and then begrudgingly paid several bills I've been putting off for far too long. A quick lunch and then we all set out to local retail park for a fun filled afternoon of shopping for boring school shoes. The dreaded shoe shopping was relatively harmless, thank goodness, and X and Y were both happy with new football and basketball respectively. Not to mention the fact that I just had to get these gorgeous little things for X...

Unfortunately they didn't have them in my size, so instead I had to settle for these fabulous old things instead....

More money could have been spent but Y, sensible money boy that he is (not an OG gene for sure!) refused to let me buy a gorgeous green bag for a mere snip of £18, may have to sneak back for that tomorrow :-)

To end the day, this evening I have been out for a meal with a load of work colleagues for a leaving do for one of them, not from my team fortunately. About twenty of us went to a lovely Italian restaurant in work town, and a good time was had by all. The food was delicious, and very reasonable, and in fact I did really well as I had 3 courses - olives, pizza and chocolate cake, which came to £15. Even better we just divided the bill, so I only had to pay £13, including the tip!

BBQ King

Our new barbecue area - "built" with initiative!

gone now!

Food!! Pre-cooking of course!

Y (in typical "Mum, put the camera away" pose), the new Jamie Oliver!?

gone now!