Flat

... and somewhat unfulfilled is where I'm at right now.

I can't quite put my finger on it. I know my blessings - I have 2 happy (mostly) and healthy kids, a beautiful house that I love filled with things hand picked and paid for by myself, a well paid enjoyable job with fabulous work colleagues, and some great friends.

But....!

There is always something lacking - a kind of emptiness that doesnt go away, and just lately a feeling of stuck. I'm tempted to say lost, but that would imply I know where I want to go, and I don't. I just don't.

Perhaps that is the problem.