Funny couple of days...

Hey folks,
Just got in from a friend's daughter's 7th birthday party (as you can tell it kind of overran!!) and thought I would update on the last couple of days...

Feeling rampant late Wed night I decided to amuse myself with a bit of porn and a quick fiddle!! However, against my better judgement, and in my pre orgasm state of mind I suddenly got a longing for my ex-boyfriend, love of my life and breaker of my heart - DM. (No doubt more about him later!!), anyway, I ended up texting him at 1.30am saying I was watching porn and wishing I was sitting on his cock! I also added that I hoped his girlfriend appreciated him. Rational thinking kicked in about ten minutes later, (post orgasm of course!), and I had to then text apologies for my inappropriate behaviour! Bizarrely he responded in the morning, which led to the following text conversation...

DM - Morning, did you get finished last night? Hope it was good! Where's your man? Can't you sit on his cock? And, no, she doesn't!
(To explain a little further, I don't actually have a man, a potential fuck buddy that I've recently shagged and with a bit of work may turn into a decent casual lay - M, but no man - though I may have led him to believe otherwise!)

Me - Of course I finished, you should know that. It was you I wanted, it's not the same as with you I guess. Pity for you, cos all the money, holidays and concerts in the world don't make up for it do they? You really were a muppet to throw all that potential away!
(Probably not making much sense to you, but a way too long story to get into now, as I said, more in time...)

He, reasonably predictably, didn't respond to that! So I followed it up with - One thing I'm curious to know... are you with her cos you're smitten or because it's safe?

DM - Neither! It's just different! (And the annoying killer curve ball coming up....) There's a lot I can teach her.

Now what the fuck is that all about!!!!! I tell you, that man drives me insane! Although I am pleased to note that a few months ago I would have been obsessing about what that means, and now it infuriates me but is not driving me crazy. Just thought I would mention it though.

Had a good night last night, having lots of girly chat with a friend of mine and a friend of hers, and generally discussing, love, life, men and sex til 2am this morning. Oh the joy of female gossip! It really is a wonderful thing :-)

Today, shopping, and then kids (and later grown ups) party. So all good! Though being out did mean I missed my damn sexy gardener :-(

So, the weekend tomorrow, the hairdressers in the day and out to play tomorrow night. Hopefully will have some kind of update on the potential fuck buddy on Sunday. Til then, enjoy...