Literally a week after being wanked off in my hallway, Ollie has changed his Facebook status to 'In a Relationship'. Not with me, thank fuck!
I never understand how you can change Facebook so quickly into something. Bloody laughable :-)
Tuesday, September 29, 2015
Sunday, September 27, 2015
Farewell Ollie!
So, after a week of bouncing backwards and forwards with flirty messages, my weekend did not result in me getting laid!
I text him yesterday morning just to say forget it, no worries, all cool; I don't want him thinking me going incommunicado is as a result of arsiness!! He hasn't responded, so deal done!
I can't be arsed with things being such hard work! Plus, I absolutely cannot sustain this level of twitchiness, and diy will only take you so far!
It is irritating though. I was out for a birthday in local town last night, and the place was literally full of boys! Boys or old men!! Not a single one I would have considered even snogging!
I'm disappointed, as Ollie would have been a great option, and I really do need to get back on the horse; it has been far, far too long, and DM certainly isn't coming back to save the day. That said, fortunately the mad, mad state I've been in for the last couple of weeks, because I was bad before Ollie came on the scene, (due to bloody DM messaging) and he kicked it up a notch, has abated and normal service can resume!
Besides. I may have another iron potentially in the fire... :-)
I text him yesterday morning just to say forget it, no worries, all cool; I don't want him thinking me going incommunicado is as a result of arsiness!! He hasn't responded, so deal done!
I can't be arsed with things being such hard work! Plus, I absolutely cannot sustain this level of twitchiness, and diy will only take you so far!
It is irritating though. I was out for a birthday in local town last night, and the place was literally full of boys! Boys or old men!! Not a single one I would have considered even snogging!
I'm disappointed, as Ollie would have been a great option, and I really do need to get back on the horse; it has been far, far too long, and DM certainly isn't coming back to save the day. That said, fortunately the mad, mad state I've been in for the last couple of weeks, because I was bad before Ollie came on the scene, (due to bloody DM messaging) and he kicked it up a notch, has abated and normal service can resume!
Besides. I may have another iron potentially in the fire... :-)
Saturday, September 26, 2015
Why...
... is it so fucking complicated to find a friend with benefits?!! For fucks sake, what is wrong with men these days?
Perhaps I'm odd, but having someone you can ring and go "fancy going pub for a few hours", or " fancy coming round and shagging me senseless ", or "I'm just headed home from a night out and wondered if you're up for a visit", should be every man's dream shouldn't it?!
Seems like nowadays men have to over think everything and have lost the ability to think with their dicks! It is more than a little frustrating!!!
Perhaps I'm odd, but having someone you can ring and go "fancy going pub for a few hours", or " fancy coming round and shagging me senseless ", or "I'm just headed home from a night out and wondered if you're up for a visit", should be every man's dream shouldn't it?!
Seems like nowadays men have to over think everything and have lost the ability to think with their dicks! It is more than a little frustrating!!!
Friday, September 25, 2015
The game goes on...
Well, after not responding to my message Tues morning, the game seemed back on when I messaged him Wed evening. He responded straight away, and had about an hour and a half of messaging throughout the evening. He followed that up with messages through Thursday day, which was a new one, so all was looking good for a good day today, as we were both off work.
However!! Today the boy is playing hard to get, leaving me more than bloody antsy!!! Was planning a day of brief alone time, to get the itch out of the way, followed by a day in the pub, and then a hot and heavy session later! Instead, I have had flirty messages but no bloody action! I am more than a little frustrated!
Even text SG in my needy state, probably a good thing he's busy tonight!
However!! Today the boy is playing hard to get, leaving me more than bloody antsy!!! Was planning a day of brief alone time, to get the itch out of the way, followed by a day in the pub, and then a hot and heavy session later! Instead, I have had flirty messages but no bloody action! I am more than a little frustrated!
Even text SG in my needy state, probably a good thing he's busy tonight!
Tuesday, September 22, 2015
Ollie
Have only just got to bed! And on a school night as well!
Following on from Saturday night's shenanigans, much messaging occurred Sunday evening, of amusing but interesting enough levels of flirty, and continued in to Monday evening, culminating in a late night visit from Ollie, last night.
After spending several hours chatting random shit, from the perils of crying rape, to the value of Gogglebox, it got to 3am, and we both needed to call it a night. Despite the fact we'd just spent all that time on the sofa, no snogging occurred until he was leaving, which then resulted in a hot and heavy session in my hallway, resulting in him with his clock out and me with a very wet patch on the front of my dress!! Not the classiest of starts but hey ho :-)
It wasn't the best sexual encounter I've ever had; far from it! It was, however, very nice, and there were flashes of moments that may have the potential to develop. He left not long after, slightly off, which may well be as a result of it being half three in the morning, but may equally be the start of a big freeze!
It's funny, as there are elements of how we interact that remind me very much of DM and I. That very open communication right from the start, particularly sexually. I have felt no qualms in being completely boldly with him, and could see that developing as time goes on, but I'm not sure there is that real Grrr factor that is so important, although we weren't in the best of circumstances, and I am trying to adjust to a chunked body frame, when I'm so used to lean!!
I'm interested to see how it develops, and will be disappointed if he now bails, but certainly won't be heartbroken! Watch this space I guess....!
Following on from Saturday night's shenanigans, much messaging occurred Sunday evening, of amusing but interesting enough levels of flirty, and continued in to Monday evening, culminating in a late night visit from Ollie, last night.
After spending several hours chatting random shit, from the perils of crying rape, to the value of Gogglebox, it got to 3am, and we both needed to call it a night. Despite the fact we'd just spent all that time on the sofa, no snogging occurred until he was leaving, which then resulted in a hot and heavy session in my hallway, resulting in him with his clock out and me with a very wet patch on the front of my dress!! Not the classiest of starts but hey ho :-)
It wasn't the best sexual encounter I've ever had; far from it! It was, however, very nice, and there were flashes of moments that may have the potential to develop. He left not long after, slightly off, which may well be as a result of it being half three in the morning, but may equally be the start of a big freeze!
It's funny, as there are elements of how we interact that remind me very much of DM and I. That very open communication right from the start, particularly sexually. I have felt no qualms in being completely boldly with him, and could see that developing as time goes on, but I'm not sure there is that real Grrr factor that is so important, although we weren't in the best of circumstances, and I am trying to adjust to a chunked body frame, when I'm so used to lean!!
I'm interested to see how it develops, and will be disappointed if he now bails, but certainly won't be heartbroken! Watch this space I guess....!
Sunday, September 20, 2015
Introducing...
Ollie!
Had to work yesterday, to do interviews I couldn't fit in in the week, and despite being knackered, and with Y at her Dad's as an added bonus, I had random and mad urge to you out and get fucked up, and/or fucked!
Might have been the power of job offering, lol, might have been bloody DM Facebook contact in last few weeks kicking my hormone into overdrive, but whatever it was it inspired me to contact Bea to see if she fancied a few hours in local town, and coincidentally she was just going to message me to say it was her ex-lodgers birthday so did I fancy town!
So, out we went, and duly met up with the birthday boy (27) and a bunch of fit young men! Sounds perfect but to be fair, I'm not really into particularly younger men, a couple of years will do me. However, there was one young man, 34, who caught my eye! Nice looking, though slightly porkier than I like (bearing in mind I like nothing more than hips you can wake up with bruises from, and a stomach concave enough to drink from!), and with a bit of polishing required, but the basic good looks, stupid cheesy funny sense of humour, smart, and most importantly just the right side of cocky!
So, fast forward 5hrs to home time, after flirting, dancing, laughing and flirting some more (mainly from me as I was in particularly bolshy form , lol) and its time for home! Managed to successfully wrangle dropping off birthday boy and then Bea, leaving me to drive Ollie home! Bit of chit chat, few clear signs and then the joy of snogging across front seats!
Snogging is good for the soul, perfect snogging even better !! I managed to reign myself in (mainly because it was 4.30am, he lives with a housemate, and my house was too much of a tip to invite him to, lol), and drove home a short while later with a smile on my face!!
Bloody knackered now though!
Had to work yesterday, to do interviews I couldn't fit in in the week, and despite being knackered, and with Y at her Dad's as an added bonus, I had random and mad urge to you out and get fucked up, and/or fucked!
Might have been the power of job offering, lol, might have been bloody DM Facebook contact in last few weeks kicking my hormone into overdrive, but whatever it was it inspired me to contact Bea to see if she fancied a few hours in local town, and coincidentally she was just going to message me to say it was her ex-lodgers birthday so did I fancy town!
So, out we went, and duly met up with the birthday boy (27) and a bunch of fit young men! Sounds perfect but to be fair, I'm not really into particularly younger men, a couple of years will do me. However, there was one young man, 34, who caught my eye! Nice looking, though slightly porkier than I like (bearing in mind I like nothing more than hips you can wake up with bruises from, and a stomach concave enough to drink from!), and with a bit of polishing required, but the basic good looks, stupid cheesy funny sense of humour, smart, and most importantly just the right side of cocky!
So, fast forward 5hrs to home time, after flirting, dancing, laughing and flirting some more (mainly from me as I was in particularly bolshy form , lol) and its time for home! Managed to successfully wrangle dropping off birthday boy and then Bea, leaving me to drive Ollie home! Bit of chit chat, few clear signs and then the joy of snogging across front seats!
Snogging is good for the soul, perfect snogging even better !! I managed to reign myself in (mainly because it was 4.30am, he lives with a housemate, and my house was too much of a tip to invite him to, lol), and drove home a short while later with a smile on my face!!
Bloody knackered now though!
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