The wonders of the internet

I am conscious that according to my blog DM has not made an appearance or impact in my life since sometime in the earlier half of 2010. That is not strictly true, in fact not true at all, but I have wanted to leave an appropriate period of time so that I can bury this post back where it belongs, and not feel that comment or judgement will be made on it.

There has been some minor contact earlier this year, around June time but the exact timing escapes me, (which is probably a good thing and says much about how far I've come!) He suddenly friend requested me on Facebook - quite out of the blue, although it may have had something to do with a blogging post (I am pretty sure he still checks in occasionally - probably to see if I'm still posting about him, which, I'm not - or haven't been until now!!!). It took me a little by surprise and it took me a few days to decide what to do about it (which probably says much about how far I haven't come!), but eventually, if only out of curiosity, I accepted him. I think that really I didn't want him to think it was a big deal, although, truth be told, it kind of was!

To be honest, he doesn't really use it very much (although I am writing this today (25.2.12) and he has just posted a picture of the wife and dog, which, even after all this time, is still enough to fuck me right off!!), and as I have seen the wedding photos months ago (its amazing what you can find on the internet these days!) there hasn't been much on there to worry about. Its odd though. It's something I am conscious of, and I couldn't help but post a little post that I knew he would understand and that I hope makes his wife just think a little....

PS13

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PS12

Playtime, or not!

The sun is shining. I have no X. And I want to go out and play!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Actually, revise that. I want to go out and play with JB!

Actually, revise that. I want to go out and then stay in and play with JB!

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to my 11 year old X. Currently holidaying and partying in France with Lily and family. Though appearing to be managing without me perfectly fine!