... I'm not bitter.
I was sitting in my garden having a cigarette some time in the early hours of this morning, after watching some chick flick that inevitably ended with true love conquering all and a happy ever after, pondering love, life, the universe and DM, when it struck me that I have absolutely no bitterness regarding the situation.
I have, in the past, felt quite angry and bitter towards him, for getting to go off and live happily ever after, and leaving me here with nothing. But I realised last night that I don't feel bitter at all anymore, even if I try to, I just can't muster it now.
I'm glad about that.