I started the day, along with the weather, a little gloomy!
However, pleased to report that the sun is now shining, the delightful SG is randomly texting me lovely compliments, and flirting by email is going on with DB.
Oh, how I love the shallow affirmation from unavailable men :-)
Friday, March 23, 2012
Saturday, March 17, 2012
Thursday, March 15, 2012
Sunday, March 11, 2012
Thursday, March 08, 2012
The fucked off continues...
I am so, so fucked off with work right now! If it wasn't for the fact that I have utmost respect, liking and loyalty to the team, I'd be wailing 'work-related stress' and getting a free pass out of their for a few months!
After months of not knowing what was happening in the new financial year, the service finally got the go ahead about a month ago, and the great news was that the big wigs were not only positive about continuation, but also willing to go with promotion and expansion. So, since then I've been mad pushing ahead, emailing every other relevant service to say we are going to be here and are going strong, wheeling and dealing to get clients in and services expanded, and finally feeling like I'm going somewhere.
Just as I'm told this week that actually there is no money and we're likely to close in 3 months tops! I'm so fucked off I cant tell you! Plus, its not absolutely decided what is going to happen, so I don't want to share it with the team until I know, and that's really difficult. It's all just shit!
Welcome to the brave new world of the NHS!
After months of not knowing what was happening in the new financial year, the service finally got the go ahead about a month ago, and the great news was that the big wigs were not only positive about continuation, but also willing to go with promotion and expansion. So, since then I've been mad pushing ahead, emailing every other relevant service to say we are going to be here and are going strong, wheeling and dealing to get clients in and services expanded, and finally feeling like I'm going somewhere.
Just as I'm told this week that actually there is no money and we're likely to close in 3 months tops! I'm so fucked off I cant tell you! Plus, its not absolutely decided what is going to happen, so I don't want to share it with the team until I know, and that's really difficult. It's all just shit!
Welcome to the brave new world of the NHS!
Wednesday, March 07, 2012
Bendy
I'm not sure whether to be flattered or concerned that the gynae nurses response to my compliance of 'laying flat on my back, bringing my heels back to my bottom, and then letting my knees flop to the side' was "Oh, you're very bendy!".
She should have seen me years ago!
She should have seen me years ago!
Tuesday, March 06, 2012
Sunday, March 04, 2012
Friday, March 02, 2012
It continues
Popped out to see JB tonight for a couple of hours whilst X was at youth club. He wasn't in the best of places as it was the anniversary of his son's death today, although he was relatively chipper, at least on the outside. We had the usual flirty chit chat, and the usual references to being together, blah blah blah, but I'm in a place now that whilst it's nice, I'm not stressing or getting frustrated. What will be will be is my current philosophy. He is about to move into his own place, and seems to think that will be a definite moving on from the negativity of the last few years, so who knows. Watch this space I guess, although I wouldn't suggest anybody holding their breath...!
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