Saturday, October 31, 2009

Pie crust promises...

..easily made, easily broken.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Iy8JFSOMpLs

Even though, I guess, somewhere deep down, I'm still waiting.

Insomnia

Sleep doesn't feel likely this evening.

Too much longing, of too many kinds.

I Remember You

"I remember you,
You're the one that made my dreams come true, a few kisses ago.

I remember you,
You're the one who said "I love you too, I do, didn't you know"?

I remember too,
A distant bell, and stars that fell, like rain out of the blue.

When my life is through, and the angels ask me to recall,
The thrill of them all.

Then I shall tell them,
I remember you."

Friday, October 30, 2009

The untold

The other problem with this 'time of the month' is that the normal control I have of other emotions goes to pot - especially where he is concerned.

Still, reigning it in and supressing successfully (mostly) for 25 days a month is progress I guess!

Nocturnal naughtiness

God damn time of the month! I am so horny this evening!!

I have had several rather pleasant, though equally a tad strange, dreams - involving various (known and unknown) men the last few nights, which must have been the lead up to monthly horn - nothing specific or really raunchy, but pleasant enough that I've woken in the morning with a lingering of kisses in my mind and that desperation to shut my eyes and recapture the sleepy moment.

Tonight, the subtle might not cut it!

Get me!

I spent today schmoozing with a particular female Shadow Minister who came to visit my service - oh I am so fabulous!! :-)

Ooops

Well, so much for my plan to wheedle out some further information from Robin this Monday. We arrived as usual, sat down and a short while later he arrived. Unfortunately there was no little space on the end of our bench for him to lurk this week but we had some chit chat as he was shooting so all was going well.

About half way through Y suddenly tells me that he feels a bit "buggy"! However, he reassured me that he was fine and wanted to carry on. A short while later he comes over and asks where the toilets are, and I send him speedily on his way with X to show him where. A minute later she comes back and says Y has been sick - and unfortunately, he didnt make it to the toilet!!

So instead of some mild flirting and information gathering, I spent the next 20minutes clearing up a regurgitated pasta riddled pile of vomit with nothing more than 3 tonnes of toilet tissues, a black bin liner, an empty waste paper basket filled with water and handwash and a broom! Nice!!

Roll on next week...